I've sat and thought about my problems, my life, my issues, my pain...a lot. My journal has been evidence of this much. A lot of my problems have been my own fault, or at least partially my fault...so I can accept that. I realized that after so much bullshit, pain and misery...the person I wanted to talk to about my problems, and tell my issues ( Read more... )

Well, today was a long long day. Woke up early and went to look for work..yay. Then went out with my friends Chris and Belle, and had lunch. Afterwards I went home and thought I might be able to relax.....wrong. Instead, I get a phone call that puts blame on me for something that wasn't even done...possibly a big misunderstanding...but still ( Read more... )

I sit here and think to myself, "what's been the truth and what's been lies". As I listen to the powerful music and lyrics of a solo man and his guitar play in the background, I can imagine the deepest black clouds, a bitter cold breeze shocking my skin, the rain stinging like thoudasands of rocks pelting my face with a meaningful vengeance, a ( Read more... )

I began writing a poem last night, and finished it earlier today. I had no exact person or image in my head when writing it, so asking what I was thinking will get an "I dunno". I do know that I felt it needed to be written, and that I know the answer to my question will be answered, because it serves a purpose. Again, that that is, I don't ( Read more... )

It's now 12:30am Monday morning, and I'm sitting here being bored. I'm not sure exactly what to write in my journal. Danielle and I rallied the troops and had a nice dinner get together at Carrows today. It was really nice to be able to get together with everyone and joke about our lives, and see people that I don't see very often. Afterwords I ( Read more... )

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