drug score at the bank
i went tot he bank today to close my account, i had to do 15million things so that they could give me my whole 18$ and 94cents, banks are crazy.
then came the visit.
while i was working chewy called me. none of you know him but thats what this post is for. chewy was is and always will be my bestfriend. he was in the area of my house so he called to see if he could stop by. we ended up talking on my front porch for 2 hours. i love all of my friends so much(meaning you guys), but this boy reminded me of how much i will always love my old friends(him). he's the only person that has stuck by my side the last few years. no matter how many times i fuck up, no matter how many times i let him and everyone down, hes still there. theres been times with he called my house everyday for months with out ever getting a call in return(i always forgot, or was tried or busy) but no matter what he still called, and when he did talk to me it was just to make sure i was okay, 10mins and an "i love you" is all he ever wanted. we went though a lot of shit the last few years, back when the only "crews" were bloods and crips, when everything i owned was blue,when wearing something red was like selling your sole to the devil. i was by his side when he took jesus in his heart, and he held my hand when the doctors told me i had cancer. i was in the hospital room when his son was born, and he prayed with me when i thought my dad was going to die. when i was getting death calls from the same people that killed my mother, he was the only person that wasnt afaid, he kept me brave. he use to call me and just let me sleep with him on the phone, that way if i woke up in the middle of a bad dream he would be there, then he waould just talk me right back to sleep. he tought me how to fight.i'll never forget the night aaronn hit me(my ex-boyfriend,&his bestfriend), when chewy found out he beat aaronn right into the ER. he once stole a car and ran way, he didnt call anyone for what seemes like forever, when he did call someone it was me, he said,"i couldnt leave with out taking you with me" so he came home. he's what kept me sane,and what made me stop shotting up my arms. he tought me to be proud of myself and value myself because if i didnt no one else would. and to be brave, when your brave people respect you more. i owe every ounce of how i am today to him. he is the bestfriends of all best friends, and he should get so much better then what i give him, but he loves me anyways. and i just thought you guys should know amazing people do walk among us. dont worry, i havnt gone sappy, i can still take any of you anyday.
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<333jessika
.buc.
then came the visit.
while i was working chewy called me. none of you know him but thats what this post is for. chewy was is and always will be my bestfriend. he was in the area of my house so he called to see if he could stop by. we ended up talking on my front porch for 2 hours. i love all of my friends so much(meaning you guys), but this boy reminded me of how much i will always love my old friends(him). he's the only person that has stuck by my side the last few years. no matter how many times i fuck up, no matter how many times i let him and everyone down, hes still there. theres been times with he called my house everyday for months with out ever getting a call in return(i always forgot, or was tried or busy) but no matter what he still called, and when he did talk to me it was just to make sure i was okay, 10mins and an "i love you" is all he ever wanted. we went though a lot of shit the last few years, back when the only "crews" were bloods and crips, when everything i owned was blue,when wearing something red was like selling your sole to the devil. i was by his side when he took jesus in his heart, and he held my hand when the doctors told me i had cancer. i was in the hospital room when his son was born, and he prayed with me when i thought my dad was going to die. when i was getting death calls from the same people that killed my mother, he was the only person that wasnt afaid, he kept me brave. he use to call me and just let me sleep with him on the phone, that way if i woke up in the middle of a bad dream he would be there, then he waould just talk me right back to sleep. he tought me how to fight.i'll never forget the night aaronn hit me(my ex-boyfriend,&his bestfriend), when chewy found out he beat aaronn right into the ER. he once stole a car and ran way, he didnt call anyone for what seemes like forever, when he did call someone it was me, he said,"i couldnt leave with out taking you with me" so he came home. he's what kept me sane,and what made me stop shotting up my arms. he tought me to be proud of myself and value myself because if i didnt no one else would. and to be brave, when your brave people respect you more. i owe every ounce of how i am today to him. he is the bestfriends of all best friends, and he should get so much better then what i give him, but he loves me anyways. and i just thought you guys should know amazing people do walk among us. dont worry, i havnt gone sappy, i can still take any of you anyday.
sluts get delt with
<333jessika
.buc.