super fucking rare, 1981.

so i really have not lost faith in all wilmington parties.

...yes i have. but i missed my friends.

i am at my parents house in wilmington. i finally made it down here. i guess i finally have to come face to face with the fact that my mother is sick and the family is soon to drive itself into the ground ( Read more... )

is is bad that i have spent every night this week at the jackpot? i really like that place. and i really like my boy/girlfriend benny. i am happy to be 21. i can buy my underage friends beer. im sad. why is it that every time i am in the same house as (insert name here) she continuously tries to commit suicide and i have to be there to witness ( Read more... )

yeah so i feel like i am going to die. ive been crashing on 1304's couch recently in hopes of either getting a place with aaron smith, who ditched out on me without telling me, or signing a lease on a sweet apartment across the street from the jackpot. then every cent of my savings just dissapeared. my dad took it. now i have absolutely fucking ( Read more... )

yeah...since i have updated, times have been pretty fuckin rad. 2 of my friends from my squat in bklyn, skott and doug just spent thier past week with me and benny. that pretty much consisted of the four of us getting really stoned, drinking gallons of beer and eating copious amounts of pizza. they hopped off a freight train in rocky mount and came ( Read more... )

right now i love my life, despite everything that is going on.

i have been sick with fevers/sore throats the past couple of nights.
i have the best friends ever.
wish me luck on my book deal.
i am hungry.
buy me food. and cigarettes.

i have been drunk the past three nights. it is an awesome feeling. my girlfriend is the most scandalous motherfucker around ( Read more... )

my time in raleigh so far has been extremely enjoyable. hott dates, epic hangouts, pots of coffee and cramped hands are all signs of a happy existance here in the Ruff Ral ( Read more... )