She just came downstairs and ordered me to apologize to her.

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?

I wake up this morning to my mom bitching at me that there are a million flies downstairs and why the hell didn't I tell her goddammit. I angrily replied that I'd only discovered that we'd somehow become invaded with flies at about 1 AM last night and, after spending some hours hunting down as many as I could, I went to bed, ready to tell her in ( Read more... )

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In what seems like an infinity but what really was only a little over a month or so ago, I was happy. I was done with school, I was falling for a girl, the weather was perfect, I was having some good times with my friends ( Read more... )

So, as usual, I've managed to piss off... well, everybody. The main difference between this time and previous times is, while before, it was deliberate and arbitrary, this time, I still maintain that I am justified ( Read more... )

I'd rather be back in fucking NEW JERSEY than here.

I have no fucking friends here, I hate my family, and I don't even have my fucking X-Box here.

I want to be back on the goddamn practice field. I want to be getting drunk or high with my friends. I want to be trying to hang out with her.

This next month can't pass fast enough....

(Just bear with me on this one.)

Well, I finally did it.

I finally beat one of the campaigns in Command and Conquer: Tiberian Dawn. The GDI one, to be precise ( Read more... )

I understand so much more now.

In just the past few minutes, I understand so much more.

I knew, of course. In the back of my mind I vaguely recalled. But I did not remember, did not comprehend.

9/3/05

I was so messed up then.

(I still am).

I can't bear to look myself in the mirror anymore. I am disgusted by what is shown to me.

5/2/05It ( Read more... )

It varies.

From girl to girl, it varies. Has varied.

Whether I've ever been in "love" is debatable; rarely has any feeling been reciprocated in kinda, and I for one am mildly uncomfortable with considering unrequited love to be true love. Only twice have I ever heard it said back to me, which I suppose at the age of 20 might be rather ( Read more... )

Is there something you've always wanted to know about me? A question you've always wanted to ask? Well, feel free to do so--anonymously, if you want--and I will answer truthfully.

(Why? you ask. Eh, I'm bored :P)