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[con40_love]

So yet again, another death. It's getting really hard to deal with, especially this one for personal reasons that only a few people know. I was numb to it at first...I didnt wanna believe it. But then this morning, I duno It just hit me and I kind of let myself go. I didnt even know who this person was anymore, but the past I had with him makes it

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[4getmy_name]

its hard to beleive and its kinda been haunting me since i heard. i know i shouldnt but at the same time i feel guilty.... all those times....could it have lead to what happend. im soooo lucky and thank God for it. *he* is getting help, i dont know whats going on and i wont pretend to, but from what you tell me at least he is trying. thats the difference, with out wanting to no one can. its so surreal and ive really been tryin to not think about it, but this morning i looked at our 8th grade class pic. and i couldnt help but cry. not just for that but because of the way weve changed all of us, and to look at what we all have become, or could have become. i still cant beleive it.......

[con40_love]

I'm still just in shock. I mean...how could this happen? I just keep getting mental picutres of it all. It's really bothering me the more i think about it. I mean, he's gone.