:'(

Jun 05, 2005 15:20

He told me he didn't wanna see me anymore. I think I'm going to have to understand that nobody is ever really gonna love me. I give up. I'll just listen to some E.S. and cry for the rest of the day. I talked to Catherine on the phone for a while. She cheered me up a little. Why the hell do I even bother. I'm nothing that anybody will ever want.

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ringodingo23 June 5 2005, 19:52:33 UTC
"I'm nothing that anybody will ever want." «-- you know that's not true.

that's all.

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conanfan8763 June 5 2005, 19:54:09 UTC
If it's not true than why don't you like me?

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ringodingo23 June 5 2005, 19:57:42 UTC
I do like you...

...I just don't see anything between us going any further than something that's not going to last and be meaningful.

I used you, it's plain to see, and again -- I'm sorry.

E

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Lighten up, sweetie pensandfeathers June 5 2005, 21:43:48 UTC
You're too young to be looking for anything lasting. I'm too young to be looking for anything lasting.

My mom told me that one's 20's is to be spent sleeping with all the wrong men. I plan on listening to her. Since you're still a teenager, you need to spend less time worrying about finding your soulmate, and more on feeling better about yourself.

You won't find the former without doing the latter.

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Re: Lighten up, sweetie lolaperry June 6 2005, 04:11:32 UTC
Your twenties are to be spent sleeping with all the wrong men? Yeah, Bette Midler said it in a movie once, so you know it's true.

Sorry. Trying to add a little odd humor to the situation, I guess.

I only know of this situation by association, but I know how you feel, Selena, and don't worry. You've still got PLENTY of time.

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Re: Lighten up, sweetie ringodingo23 June 6 2005, 04:52:11 UTC
wtf?!

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Re: Lighten up, sweetie lolaperry June 6 2005, 04:55:38 UTC
I really need to stop with the random Bette Midler references. I know, Ed.

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mgoldman June 5 2005, 23:37:46 UTC
*hugs* I'm sorry to hear that Selena. I feel like I'm in the same boat as you, and I'm 21. So, don't lose hope yet...at least not until you get to my age. I'm sure you'll find someone....it's going to take time though to find "Mr. Right".

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chuchupufftrain June 5 2005, 23:46:04 UTC
Hmm. I don't really know you very well, but I can deffo tell you that you're not something that nobody will ever want. You're just stuck in a shitty situation, basically. And you and I both know it wasn't like you were gonna find your husband at age 17. It probably hurts, and it has probably happened to millions of people before you, but just forget about it (as hard as that may seem.) There are plenty of other guys out there. I'm quite certain that you'll find someone of worth and you will be happy and grow old together and whatnot when the time comes. P.S: Sorry for the typo earlier, that was a pretty bad one hehe.

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franzferdinand4 June 6 2005, 01:28:16 UTC
I'm so sorry to hear that *major hugs*!!! You will find Mr. Right some day..You will!! Don't lose hope. I'm hoping you'll feel better soon. You're my friend and I care for you so much!!! I'm definetely sorry that this happened to you. And if you mind, i'll call him a bastard for using you.

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