Waking up

[conceptcanibal]

Do you ever just wake up in a state of panic? Worried about all the decisions you're making

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[conceptcanibal]

You know, I know they don't mean it in a "refrain from all food" type way, they mean refrain from binging, or from making those bad decisions that make you feel remorseful and guilty after eating it in excess. But still, it's definitely weird!

Yes! Monday! It's a plan! It's at a church though. I thought I may burn when I walked in at first, haha. I'm excited!

[kite_head]

yay! good update! I know there's a lot to go through. Again, I think you're the bigger person by doing it naturally rather than relying on surgery as I did.

I'm glad things are heading in the right direction. Take care of yourself, okay?

Also, congrats on the one year thing. I'm on OKC, but I hardly have any matches in my area. No one answers any of my messages, either. I don't know what to do. sigh. I guess I'll be single for the indefinite definite. :(

How are you doing, aside from this? It's been so long since we've talked...

[conceptcanibal]

You know, my dear friend, I say this with love. Surgery is great, and definitely helps fix the symptoms of the problem, but the problem is still there. Like you were saying, it kind of manifests itself in other ways, like smoking or drinking in excess. SO be careful! I don't want my reason to come fly down and see you to be because you're in inpatient! I'm really proud of the 50 pounds you've accomplished already, what a great start! I'll take care of myself if you take care of yourself, ok

[kite_head]

Correction: I've currently lost 65 pounds. :P And yeah, it does manifest itself in other ways.

I'm really proud of you and the progress you've made.

I s'pose I'm doin' okay, all in all. No major complaints. *shrug*