took from transparent3yes...muahha

[concrete_heart]

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. say anything. tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. tell me abut your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to

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[anonymous]

i'm scared that i will die alone, i'm afraid to go out into the world after higschool. I am afraid of pretty much everything that could hurt me. I'm sick of trying to be someone i'm not. I really can't wait to leave this place even though i'm scared as fuck. I never ever really had friends.. until i met you guys. My whole fucking existence was pretty much a fucking lie until i actually developed friends. I have been used so many times, and I am actually afraid to have sex and to love someone, because I am afraid of being used again, like i have soo many times. My insecurities get the best of me. I'm jealous of you and my other friends. My friends mean the world to me, but like i have said.. my whole life was pretty much a lie, and i don't know how to love people back, actually i'm scared that i will hurt them, and say the wrong things

[concrete_heart]

if you ever want to talk.....just im me. i want to try and help you however i can, if you want me to. just im me and talk to me about it. i will listen. please dont put yourself down. dont be afraid to love someone, because it can be a wonderful thing. if you have been used in ways such as this, or in other situations, dont let it take control of you. let it only make you stronger then you already are. :)

[fac3thetruth]

i know that this is supposed to be anonymous.. but as you can see i have already posted my comment.. and you know what.. shawny.. thank you soo much.. i love you gurlie.. we may have our disagreements.. and we are really straight foward w/ eachother.. but that is what makes us strong.. You have been a really great friend.. this past year.. has felt like a lifetime.. and alls we can do is hope that our friendship lasts forever.. no matter what happens hun.. i will not forget you!!! you will always be my friend that was a gurlie gurl

much love <3 katie

[anonymous]

I feel like I'm judged every single day of my life. I feel that people are just staring at me wherever I go. And its hard for me to trust people at all because of it. That is just one of my insecurities, I have been hurt by a lot of people which has partially caused this. But I have more insecurities. I keep to myself now because I don't see anything being worthy to tell. Like I'm not important to anyone. The one person I could actually share my feelings to, and actually have them listen to me, now doesn't even like to glance at me. I'm scared to say the wrong thing when trying to help someone else, and just scared of everything in itself. I stay in my room all day and listen to music. I'm losing grip on everything that is or was important to me. I have mixed feelings...I'm afraid of guys, relationship wise, because I feel like they just use me to get to others. And I feel like this isn't even explaining the half of it all. Why am I even doing this....later

[concrete_heart]

i know how you feel because that is how i feel about my self with things like that. dont stay in your room all day and just listen to music because it could maybe even make things worse. even though things may be going wrong, live life to the fullest in any way you can. heck, you can come over to my house and hang lol. but yeah if you ever want to talk, just call me or im me. your an awsome person, just dont forget that.