Things are going really well the past few nights. Besides having the most wonderful anniversary with Daniel on Saturday night, I have had some very rewarding things happen. First of all, I am watching myself grow up. I am not the same girl I was in high school, I progressed to the next level of becoming an adult. I think I have finally moved passed ( Read more... )

Today was really good. I became myself.

I took a nap and now I feel happy again. In addition Tarah is here and that just makes me even more happy. Allulia!

Last night, I had a good time with Daniel but for some reason I struggled to maintain happiness around him. I cried twice last night. I felt really bad because I really wanted to go have fun with him and not be so...ME for once ( Read more... )

I called into a radio station like 3-4 days ago and TONIGHT I heard myself on it! Actually the funny thing was I didn't even realize it was me until I laughed. You really cannot get that mixed up ( Read more... )

Life has been good but extremely crazy. I haven't been able to work out at all but hopefully this weekend I can get back on schedule because I desperately need to. I getting FAT ( Read more... )

Yesterday I finally started to let my guard down and started to connect with my man again. It was a real relief for me to do that. He is coming over in less than a half hour to spend a few hours with me before he works at 5. That is really exciting to me ( Read more... )

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I feel really bad because I gave Daniel a hard time about not spending time with me tonight and then he called saying he was going over to Roger's and he just wanted to tell me so I wouldn't get mad. There is no reason at all that I should be making him feel like he has to check in with me. It saddens me that I am making him feel that way, because ( Read more... )

I had a wonderful weekend. Today especially was good because the first time in my life I was productive but relaxed and had time to myself. That is unusual because it is usually one or the other, not both. I want a really good book to read but unfortunately I have so many blah books to read for school that it almost seems counter productive to read ( Read more... )