god what the heck is wrong with me? why do i do this to myself? uggggggghhhhh ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like i'm living my life searching for a pin needle in a haystack. i'm trying desperately to find that one little thing, but hopelessly failing. and plus, i hate hay.

~Dark hair, such a sexy smile..
swinging hips
If you only knew how frustrated I am..
For a minute, forgot to catch my breath..
Dont leave me hanging here by ( Read more... )

she said she never lies to us. that's BS. you said you'd always be there for me. that's BS too. why do people have to make things so complicated? for themselves and for everyone else. and why do people feel they have a right to not only butt into other people's business, but to push and push until they have their way?
sometimes i feel like i just ( Read more... )

i don't really swear. it's just not something i like doing. sometimes i will if i'm quoting someone or it's in a song, but even then i might leave it out. especially if it's the f word. i don't say that ever. but i sure have been thinking it a lot lately.
there must be 100 other words in the english language that can be used ( Read more... )

last night i was tossing and turning the whole night and didn't really sleep. then my mom woke me up at 7 so i could go to work. usually, im okay with not getting much sleep, and even today i really don't feel that tired. however, there were many indications that i was, in fact, very tired. i haven't felt like talking or singing. my head feels like ( Read more... )

omg i found the perfect place for me to be

http://www.eforu.com/gallery/kellyclarkson/gallery1.html

i love the people who made this site. even if i've already seen all the pictures.and some of them aren't even that great.

~Well she seemed all right by dawn’s early light ( Read more... )

oh man i HATE cleaning!! i just spent the last like 3 hours doing it, and what do i have to show for it? well, a cleaner room and bathroom, but who cares about that? i'm thinking of changing my walls again today, because i have a lot of unneeded pictures and sooo many pictures that aren't up yet. by the time i'm done you won't be able to tell that ( Read more... )

so my mom and i were driving down the street today and right before we turned onto 116 at the end of my street, an adult deer ran in front of us. it was so weird. i mean, i've seen deer in the backyard near the woods before, but never in the middle of the road near a busy street ( Read more... )

this is ridiculous. why do people do this to me? why do i let them ( Read more... )