Having a huge question mark resting in your mind is, I think, a lot worse than having a big angry exclamation point driving the front synapses of your brain.  You see, the question mark is nothing but a conversation one has to himself that has nothing but terrible circular logic that can't go anywhere.  The soul asks itself the same question, and ( Read more... )

I am now single.  I have been single for a few months now, actually.  First time that I have been single in over two years.  I still cannot get over the feeling of weightlesness that I have been feeling towards romance and relationships since I took the plunge.  I owe nobody anything.  Nobody owes me one iota.  It is beautiful.

Loneliness is ( Read more... )

So I guess the idea behind the publication would to be able to transcend the boundaries that are layed around "activism" or whatever bs you want to call it, and actually make people give a shit about what is going on around and in the world.  I hate the word activism, and i hate it (especially in Santa Cruz) when people are self-labeled "activists ( Read more... )

I hate waking up with sweaty palms, which always happens when i fall asleep at 5 and wrap myself up like a gringo burrito with my blanket.

It's been a long time since i have posted here.  It has been about a year and a half now since the old one ( Read more... )

I'm quite ecstatic because about two days ago, maybe a little less but about two days ago i received notice that i as FINALLY admitted to UCSC. And i have to capitalize FINALLY, then put it in bold: FINALLY.  The reason that i stress finally is because of all the bullshit that fills the ears and mouths of those bureucratic bastards in the admission ( Read more... )

Q: What do you wish to accomplish everyday that you go to work?

A: To not let the same song play in my head over and over again

Ok ok ok, so scene one can be as follows ( Read more... )

right now i would like to put one foot in front of the other and walk along the sidewalk through the dark to get to downtown and hope that all the stores will be open just for me. I rarely get this kind of insomnia, because i'm typically a sleepy guy. Right now i feel as if my brain is going to explode and right now on the internet i rarely read ( Read more... )

    I'm supposed to write a story for my Creative ( Read more... )