Ariel you aren't allowed to follow my example, k?
So in 4 weeks I am finished school.
Dropped out, kicked out, however you want to put it I'm done.
I burnt myself out by having to work full time during school and only ended up with enough money to live in Vancouver and no time to do homework to succeed in school. I'm failing one class, close to failing two, and the other isn't relevant to what I went there to accomplish but hey it's the only one I'm doing okay in.
Most of the instructors only care about the paycheque there and it's really disheartening, the product we get is consistently shit and we don't learn anything in the classes, we just cook the same dishes over and over with minor variations I'M PRETTY SURE I KNOW HOW TO MAKE BEANS BY NOW, KTHANKS.
The students in my quarter were some of the greatest people I've ever met, they were my family. I came out of the dean's office in tears and within five minutes almost all of them were there for me.
I'm not telling my parents, or any of my family for that matter, I couldn't handle telling them that I fucked up again after they were all so proud of me for going back to school.
This is the third time I've done this, I'm disappointed in myself, I want to say I could have done it if I had just tried harder but I know that I can't. Just, fuck
Dropped out, kicked out, however you want to put it I'm done.
I burnt myself out by having to work full time during school and only ended up with enough money to live in Vancouver and no time to do homework to succeed in school. I'm failing one class, close to failing two, and the other isn't relevant to what I went there to accomplish but hey it's the only one I'm doing okay in.
Most of the instructors only care about the paycheque there and it's really disheartening, the product we get is consistently shit and we don't learn anything in the classes, we just cook the same dishes over and over with minor variations I'M PRETTY SURE I KNOW HOW TO MAKE BEANS BY NOW, KTHANKS.
The students in my quarter were some of the greatest people I've ever met, they were my family. I came out of the dean's office in tears and within five minutes almost all of them were there for me.
I'm not telling my parents, or any of my family for that matter, I couldn't handle telling them that I fucked up again after they were all so proud of me for going back to school.
This is the third time I've done this, I'm disappointed in myself, I want to say I could have done it if I had just tried harder but I know that I can't. Just, fuck