Um it turns out that we had signed the lease papers and everything and um now the three of us will be moving in together. Um it's not too far from our parents so they can um still visit all the time if they want ( Read more... )

I um think I messed up my sister’s plans to move out to her own place. My parents are afraid of what other things we could um end up doing. And um Cheyenne isn’t talking to me right now because of it.

It’s um not like I wanted to move out anyway. So um this may be for the better?

Um... I'm mostly able to use the internet again. I'm um still grounded though. But it's okay, it's um not like I ever do anything anyway.

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I'm... worried. I um wondering if I should have just... stayed. Mom... dad... Cheyenne and Miriam... they would be fine...

...Um...
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[Private]And... um... that's that. It was fun. And um now I'm grounded. It's... understandable. It really is. I probably won't be able to use the internet for a while. Unless um I sneak on. And I um have to do extra house work for the next at least two months. But um it's not like I have to worry about watching TV or something. Because I um never ( Read more... )

[Filter: Ion]
I um don't have much time left. I'll be leaving on Saturday. So um if you'd like to meet again before that, I'll look forward to that.
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I'm um almost afraid to go home to see my parents. I... don't know what is going to happen then.

It really was fun.
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It's um nice here. Different, but nice.

And I'm going to be in so much trouble.

I...um... don't even know what time it is.

[Filter: Ion]
Um... I'm in Jerusalem now. And I'm at [Hotel]... if you were wondering or something.
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[Private]
I'm... here. It wasn't too bad. And um I didn't get lost that much. I'm... glad Mitzi was with me.
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[Private]
It’s alright… everything will be fine. It’s um no different then what has been happening here… right? Right. I don’t… know why I’m so worried.

I have every right to be worried…things will still be fine.
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[Filter: Ion]I… I look forward to meeting you soon. Um… I know things are… difficult right now. But… um… yeah. I’ll be there ( Read more... )

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Um... after today my parents are even more stressed. They aren't going to be... happy with any of this. Um... maybe I should tell them. Or at least my sisters. Then... if something happens they'll um know. Everything will be fine. I keep telling myself this.

They... keep mentioning Seattle to.
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Um... everything is ready. All I can do now is wait. I know I'm going without my parents approving and without my sisters. But I um can do this. It's for Ion. And he wants to meet me... and um... I've never been to Jerusalem. It'll be fine. I can use this time to show my parents I can take care of myself. Um... hopefully.
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