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i havent posted in years, quite literally. it seems really random that i'd suddenly start especially now ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Bump In The Night
What are you afraid of ( Read more... ) -
its just me
I lost a piece of me in you ( Read more... ) -
Mother mercy
things haven't gotten easier, its easier to pretend now, but not easier to smile or easier to breath. I was hoping to go out on monday, my day off, but never got a call back so i just waited around- really sucked. I want to call him and be like "stop this, this is silly, when you come back you know you wont feel the same way. you said it yourself ' ( Read more... ) -
its over- long distance all for nothing
my heart, my pain won't cover up
You left me..
My heart
My heart won't take this cover up
You left me..
And I can't change this
I can never take it back
But now I can't change your mind
how can a love so genuine "fade away" for him. My heart and my head just will not accept that. It does not feel right or true or real. -
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so everything is ok, as ok as i can be in my own skin. school ended, the break thing ended to- we were just arguing so much it got bad. I saw gar for a week for his graduation. I stopped wearing his right because i felt like there was no more commitment. But the night i got to nashville he looked at my hand and realized it after i gave him his ring ( Read more... ) -
if you walk out on me, walking after you
so, its been a week approximately of this "break up"thing that i still dont really understand because if the intention is getting back together then why is it breaking up? I dont know, those three words i repeat more than hello these days. Im supposed to date other people, because i havent dated enough so i can truelly understand if i love him or ( Read more... ) -
It has all ended and come crashing down ontop of me and i cant breath
Please, mother mercy ( Read more... ) -
This is the end my beautiful friend
Today is the end of the depression cycle, because i am ending it. I cant live like this, i cant be like this, im hurting the people who love me. Im hurting gar, im hurting me, my life has become a nightmare instead of a thing to be greatful for. I ponder everything, life, death, breakup, makeup, run, stay. I think about my dad constantly, its ( Read more... ) -
Fire in the disco!!!
ok so everyone has to go to youtube and search "electric six- high voltage" and watc the video. I was having a really bad day until i watched it and it was fucking great. let me know what you guys think