very hungry. soooo, parent teacher confrence tommrow,....FUN.. how come lindz never got one>? grr i hope mr llyod dont tel him that i dont turn in my outlines, i swear i do them all but i just forget to print them out. i have htem on my comp. i just forget sometimes.and he HAS to tell him that i ALWAYS come to the afterschol things.i always alawys ( Read more... )

ok so my dad came hoem tonight.*dead stare* ugh WHAT an asshole. he comes in my room and goes WAKE UP all annoying and shit, and i open the door and was like hello, half cheery, like i cared, and he was like hi, here *hands me a keychain*, i noiced you didnt say bye to me. and i was like yeah i didnnt get a chance, we had to leave, and he was like ( Read more... )

um so i havent updated in a while. lets see. um ive been doing nothing. oh yeah i talked to fruhyesterday. foudn out that i can fail trig and it wont matter. thats the best news ive gotten in a week. haha. it was funny when jay came over yesterday after school. we made macaroni and cheese. and i told him my dad left us and he was liek SERIOUSLY!? ( Read more... )

so i found out the truth. he broke up with me to go out with jessica. JESSICA WATSON. enough said ( Read more... )

one day. i hope i gain the courage to say this to their faces ( Read more... )

just a few things.

i hate boys.

nicky broke up wiht me.

so. hair sucks. i need a perm. RELAXER whatever.i feel very hostile for some reason.i cant sleep. my body is like NOPE you must crazy. sleep. hah. you with the sleeping. lol. i went to the mall today. i had to get out. then taco bell.it was good. and i didnt break my no beef rule cuz i know that thats not real beef. so its all good. im really ( Read more... )

im really tired. everyoen at work keeps hittin on me. grr.

and for the few of you who DONT know yet....

ERIKA HAS A BOYFRIEND!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH EHEHHEHEHEHE

erika is also dead tired and misses him.

oh my god im being dead serious when i say this. ok at lunch today.you know how the big tables are split in 2 but still connected? well we all sit on one half of the tabe right and some iggnoramouses come sit on the otehr half. TODAY they were there and i hear "you tryina sniff some coke?" so you know my attenion is over tehre...trying not to stare ( Read more... )

god. god god god god. ITS KILLING ME SO MUCH INSIDE. i wish i could just say it. i wish i could just scream it out. i want to get it off my back SO bad. but i cant. i cant! god.ugh i hate life. iwish i could fast forward. i need out. i need somthing. oh god oh god. im like STUCK here at 15 i feel like ive been 15 forever and its never gunna end omg ( Read more... )