ok so i am really excited cause i just changed my live journal from english to german. HOW EXCITING IS THAT ( Read more... )

* school

* Bfu took me home

* Did some homework

* Ryan came over

* Ryan, my dad, I (yes i helped!!) changed Ry's oil

* Went to get gas

* Went to the park and played on the swings!

I'm in love...just thought you'd want to know

ryan peter is my everything ( Read more... )

her body lays there... emotionless

i stand and wait for her to open her eyes
she looks like she's sleeping from far away

it's not real, it can't be.
she's too young, she has too much going for her

wake up please! just wake up!

the closer i get the more and more it kicks in.
she's gone.

her laugh echoed through my head all day.

what is with this.

i remember....

in like 7th grade she told brianne not to invite me to her birthday party at 6 flags.

it's all i can think of.

before i say anything i just want to show you this card my sister got me since i have been having a really bad time lately, and i've been talking to her about stuff so yeah.. here it is ( Read more... )

i can definately say that yesterday was one of the low points of my life ( Read more... )

it's getting to that time of month again... the time where i am very emotional and highly irritable. it's not that i want to be, it just happens ( Read more... )

it's that time again... school time! the time almost everyone dreads. but for some reason it's not THAT bad... i guess! choir sucks. i miss cashma. for some reason i'm really sad that she's leaving tomorrow!! it's not the same without you cashma ( Read more... )

The Men's Guide to what a woman really means ( Read more... )