Hey Guys ( Read more... )

So I guess I should do this now, a complete update. I hadn't gotten to finish yesterday, and frankly I don't think anything from yesterday should be mentioned today, two reasons: it's over and done with, and two... I don't really remember it. So, on to today I suppose. Well this morning I told Keri why my dad and I are into this whole don't talk to ( Read more... )

Today was fine, I can't say it was the greatest but it had it's moments. Those crazy moments where I feel my hands get all shaky, and I do my best to try to find words to even begin this again. I believe I was like this a few hundred times today, not really that is a hyperbole, but still it has a point. Chronically I should state my morning, I feel ( Read more... )

if Looks could really kill ( Read more... )

Here is what my brain is like right now ( Read more... )

If I could stop liking him in this year, decade or century that'd be great. Or or, if I could stop thinking about what I should be doing right now, that would be spactacular. Things seem to be going so good for other people, why do I feel like I'm stuck with the short end of the stick the side that I'm used to. THE Side that is all about school, ( Read more... )

Darkness comes to the sky in a slow crawl at twilight. Grim's thin spiny claws grip reality. Harsh grip even thought he claws appear to be weaker than they appear. Bring on the night. Night only relieves eyes from the tense onslaught day barrades. The claws grip not only the light but the ever present; time. time. It does not battle with the hands ( Read more... )

As yesterday was Anxiety day, today was diffentantly also anxiety day. Let's see I woke up my brother again, earlier this time cause he told me so, then he told me that he was going to leave that way I he could get a movie and was out the door telling me to call him if and when Keri came over that way he would rush his lily ass home. Thing of it ( Read more... )

I could never in my life feel the same as I did today, my heart was pounding so fast in my chest that I litterally thought I had run so many laps around the stupid track at school. Truth of it was that I was just barely waking up from my dream and I was lying in bed wondering exactly how I could fabricate such a world where I wouldn't win, where ( Read more... )

Nothing really happened today, I mean I'm like falling asleep right now and there is nothing I can really do to wake up. It started to rain mad drops just a bit ago, and Dino got unjustified with the whole, "I will limit your time on the computer," and out of the sake for not making him feel bad, I just shook my head shrugged and went back to ( Read more... )