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[confusedpoet_88]

does anyone ever feel like they're not good enough? Like, they want to be this and this and this, and they simply can't be, will never be? don't you ever feel like you have absolutely no potential, even for the most pathetic, ridiculous, least important thing

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[slippyskippy]

a. i always read this and you know i care.
and if i could afford to be in LG more often, i totally would.
you should make random escapes to austin and come see me.
or just graduate.
and come to UT.
in the meantime, don't take these years too seriously.
i realize that they are stressful right now,
but after you graduate, you will look back and think it was silly.
and you will regret not using the time you had.
even busy ol' me wishes that he would've done more.

b. failed physics? why was i not informed of this LONG before the end of the year? i may not have been able to do official tutoring sessions, but i might've been able to help online somehow. DON'T FORGET THAT I EXIST! that's what makes me feel like im not good enough.

and c. back pages of the paper, my ass.
we both know that as long as i'm around, you wouldnt dare.
unless, of course, you WANT me to join you.
in which case...
poo on you.
=P

[slippyskippy]

John, I love you. And you are so totally better than good enough, I just don't want to bother you, I don't want to be a problem, but acting like this makes me more of a problem. But I don't mean to be. I love you. Yes, I'm repetetive.

[kawaii_puppy]

Dont worry, that was soo me last year. And as for Wendi she'll come back to you. Just try and call her or somthin, and if that dosent work shes not worth it. Just remember your friends dont care whether or not you fail, as long as your trying hard, even if its not your best. Life is full of ups and downs, you just have to deal with things somtimes. *hugs* Call me and maybe we could hang out sometime this summer!

[kawaii_puppy]

It was me last year too, heh, only I managed to pass then. Seriously, Physics is the first class I ever actually failed, people have always just expected me to know everything, though I don't know why. I hope she will, we've been close too long for things to mess up now. She moved me down on her myspace list, and that hurt as silly as it is. Sometimes those ups and downs just feel like too much to deal with. I would, but I don't have your number, lol.

[kaorufeiniel]

At this point it would be so predictable for me to agree with everyone to "not worry", to say that "I care", to say "get back up." But this time I can't, I've fallen, I'm not getting back up either. It doesn't help to show or tell about my graduation party, and the pictures from them. I smoked, I drank, I even sat in a van while my friends got high. They said I got high, but I wasn't laughing like them, I wasn't tripping around like them, I just sat all the way in the back and closed my eyes. The part about the pot thing I've never told anyone, now opps the cat is out of the bag! And I don't care what people will say about me now. Next weekend the same shit will happen cause our underclassmen with finally get their break. I'm gonna drink like it was candy, I'm gonna smoke until my packs are dry; And I'll sit, wishing someone will come and pick me up like I have with them

[kaorufeiniel]

I've wanted to get up, but it's too much work to keep getting up, I'm tired of working and failing, now I must refuse to fall

[kaorufeiniel]

Thats soo right, both of you, GET OFF YOUR ASSES AND DO SOMETHING!!!!! *smacks* You make your own worth!!!! If your ugly, its because you say you are!! If your popular, its because you make yourself!!! Even I can make myself the top predator on the food chain, and you know why?? BECAUSE I SAY I CAN!!!! I wish I had learned it earlier in life, or else I probably wouldnt have abused myself soo much, so Mallory, get life together today, and live like there's no tommorow. You will be much happier that way, I think.