On man I am finally exhausted but it physical. I went running for the first time in soooo long. It was so tireing, but so good. Damn some of the other activities i have partaken in that made it so much harder today. But i'm done so i can get back into shape. That is my goal, build up my leg muscles again, and possibly gain some arm muscles....ok ( Read more... )

I hate everything I am, I hate what i've done, and what i've become. But the only person i have to blame is me. I will take that responsibility. I just want to go curle up far away from here.

Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover


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I dont' know why, but my stomach is going crazy...i feel so anxious right now and i have no reason why. I've started thinking about my life a lot, and what it is that i want. I feel like i'm trying to fill something inside of me and i need to find a new way to do that. i just feel so lost, and like i don't really know what's going on now, just kind ( Read more... )

You know, to be perfectly honest...i don't know how much i really want to go back to school. I liked being here. I liked working, seeing old friends....i don't want to go back up there. I'm sure i'll fall back into wanting to be there when i am there...but right now i don't want to. I feel like shit right now, my minds a mess and my tummy is in ( Read more... )

...but i'm gonna do it in a cut so no one yells at me....lol. I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!

( Some weird test the girls did...and i had to do... )

It's amazing. People are facinating in that they really are caught up in their own lives, rarely truely caring what is going on in others lives. I am in NO WAY excluding myself from this...i don't want people to think i am acting high in mighty in anyway ( Read more... )

So yay for no finals till friday. I really should start studying, but i guess i should also take a shower. I'm going home on Friday!!! I'm excited, but not cause i get to work the whole time. Break will be weird but fun i hope. i want to go back to sleep but i don't think i could....so much to do today\...so much on my mind.....I wonder if Taco ( Read more... )

I'm getting really bored out here. Bored and annoyed. I haven't been in the best mood tonight. I've spent most the night alone cause i feel like any little thing will set me off and i will take it out on the wrong people. ARRRRg. I'm just so sick of things, but i don't know what excatly i'm sick of. i want to get out and do something, but there is ( Read more... )