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Was released this afternoon from the hospital. That was one of my shortest stays ever! Heading in for dr appointment tomorrow but I'm doing ok apparently. More technical baby stuff (of course) below cut.
The dr said that the growth that the little baby showed from our last visit to Cincy (from 9 to 12 ounces in a week a half) was not good and she still wasn't viable. And that she was concerned about the low placental share. Yeah, well, this is no surprise to me. I know she's not yet viable and I know the placental share is not good. But the fact remains that she is hanging in there and growing (albeit slowly) and she is moving around like crazy in there and her doppler flows are NORMAL. I don't need to hear the bad news that I already know (Akron seems to be experts at that) - and I know that we don't know if she will make it or not but she's not giving up so neither am I! Who knows what will happen, but I can't have the negative stuff anymore. It doesn't help me and it doesn't help her.
The dr said that the growth that the little baby showed from our last visit to Cincy (from 9 to 12 ounces in a week a half) was not good and she still wasn't viable. And that she was concerned about the low placental share. Yeah, well, this is no surprise to me. I know she's not yet viable and I know the placental share is not good. But the fact remains that she is hanging in there and growing (albeit slowly) and she is moving around like crazy in there and her doppler flows are NORMAL. I don't need to hear the bad news that I already know (Akron seems to be experts at that) - and I know that we don't know if she will make it or not but she's not giving up so neither am I! Who knows what will happen, but I can't have the negative stuff anymore. It doesn't help me and it doesn't help her.