There's no way that I'll sleep when you're near me.

[constants]

Overall? I've been busy with work and school, it has exhausted me... mentally and physically. Yesterday was not so good, I forgot to take my medicine for starters, I felt sick towards the later half of the day, people were blowing me off because a)They were busy with other things b)I suck at life c)all of the above, and I just wanted anyone to talk

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[stainedpaper]

hope you don't mind me asking.. but what sort of medicine are you on? i take paxil, and my experiences with it are similiar to yours, it seems.

[constants]

Wellbutrin and concerta.
Sigh.

[strangeraeons]

I can empathize on the exhaustion due to work + school. I'm taking 4 classes, and have 32-35 hour work weeks. I feel like I have no time for anything; although that's the only real negative factor I can think of. I've never been this busy in my life; and the time just seems to escape me with my new schedule. Weeks seriously go by in the blink of an eye...it still feels like it should be early August. Maybe this is due to the fact that I'm out of highschool. Not sure.

Also; I'm not on any meds, but sometimes I wonder if I should be. A lot of times when I'm alone and unoccupied (which I wish I had more of...) I seem to just get depressed by default. You've known me since I was like 14, and you know my different sides. I just don't want to turn into a anti-depressant junkie like my mom. She's on to high a dosage, and has turned into a real fucking idiot.

[thegreatdoogie]

I just wanted anyone to talk to, but alas, there was no one.

I've tried talking to you on several occasions now, and always with the same result...nothing. You won't even give me the common courtesy of telling me why I'm being ignored.

Oh well...I suppose there is where the old cliche of "your loss" fits quite well....

[thelastonealive]

Note: you will never lose me to world of warcraft. and if for some reason I do get involved in such shit, I want to you promise me you'll hunt me down and shoot me in the head.

--Josh

[fanaticnerdism]

I would like for both of you to shoot me in the head.