My paintings are due in a week. Today I looked on at them feelin' dull. Fucked em up some felt generic. I know it is strong work, but I am waiting prematurely for the moment I realize how blind I was. It's not just that What of all this. When am I a satire and when am I a sincere, liking both. Sincere satire, tie it together or Not disparate enough ( Read more... )

I finished a damn paper, using word 'protean' in the title i.e. Oh god ( Read more... )

Shit, well I will write another live journal entry about how I am not writing my paper. Why because it is early Why because I upset my mother and Why because I pretended I didn't know I am a snob I am a snob ( Read more... )

9:52, all smooth and sexy and sappy like a tree. Ate five marshmallow peeps ( Read more... )

I have been constructing bits of 'realistic' paint, tho 'illustrative ( Read more... )

Meryl, are you out there? Calling all gringos.
Katie and I are paranoid afraid you may have secretly died.

I watched the movie Dead Man three times. Now it is time for it to go back to the place where it came from, where all movies come from, and where all movies return to ( Netflix). What a great, beautiful ( Read more... )

Well, bad drawings about cats, collaborative. I wanted to look at them in the morning. I wanted to go to the river, internet diary. I wanted to call $$$$ $$$$$$$$ and $$$ $$$$$. I SAID LET'S GO TO THE RIVER JACKIE AND WINSLOW, STUDIO FRIENDS> THEY SAID I DONT THINK TONIGHT IS THE RIGHT NIGHT FOR THE RIVER BUT THEY DID NOT EVEN GO HOME TOGETHER TO ( Read more... )

sleep-happy, young, capable

Considering the beautiful times I woke up in somebody else's bed alone, walking home. Bad poem. I wonder if Katie is back from Spain, did she stay there ( Read more... )

Last night I "researched the atomic landscape." I felt like such an asshole, looking at my old cold thoughts. I felt like being a person is such a dirty thing, it can be such a dirty thing. I didn't stop crying for a long time, I fell asleep crying.