Drowning in Self Pity

[consumingnae]

SO I'm pretty much fed up with my life in it's present state. I work 5 days a week and my weekends are so full with volunteer church stuff that I have no down time to speak of at all.  Istarted noticing the trend and how all my days and weeks just kinda mush together and how if I look at the clock at 6:00 on Tuesday and think back to the Tuesday

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[the_duck_is_in]

tldr

skimmed for my name, then realized i was being called sti nad not christi and had to start over.

[fayepe]

This sounds alot like my life minus the activies. I go to school and work, school and work, school and work, and when im not going to school or work im studying for school or work. So i know how you feel and I can tell you that you don't do anything for yourself. What you should do is write down the things that make you happy. Then plan a day to do it. Having that day to look forward to will make you excited to actually reach it. Although sometimes it's not how you thought it would be try to be happy that it is a day where you can do something different and try to make the best out of it. For me what im looking forward to is the day i get my tattoo, then sti's party, then the cruise, then trying to save money to go to cali. Those are all the things i have set up to relaxe and enjoy life. It makes all those days working worth it. I love you alot and cant wait to see you again. Use sti's acocunt and read my 16 statments blog. If u cant guess which one is urs i will tell you :)

[the_duck_is_in]

DUDE! i wouldnt stack your whole happiness in life arpund muh partay!!! i plan for it to be very chill. no frills or anything so dont be too expectant of amazing shit.