God damn it. This is the most frustrating situation. I'm so pissed off, yet so unable to do anything about it. I realize exactly what I need to do but I can't do it yet. Time heals all wounds, so the saying goes. Well, time needs to hurry the fuck up and lay on the healing. Last night was an absolute fucking nightmare, and I feel like shit for it. ( Read more... )

T'would seem so. The past couple of days have not been very eventful. Last night was partly spent at Mike and Annette's. Politics were discussed, as was post high school evolution and plans for Halloween. Mike is interested in covering the Metroid theme with me. Watched 2,000 Maniacs, a B-movie shock-fest from 1964. Lots of Confederate flags and ( Read more... )

Yeah, so check this out. At roughly 3:00 am this morning I vainly attempted to update my livejournal. Right about when I was done writing, my internet connection decided to cut out. Being the resourceful son of a bitch that I am, I copied the entry. It would not paste into wordpad. This was quite the lengthy entry, by the way. This evening I typed ( Read more... )

That's right. After a little over a year with Layne, things are over. But, honestly, I think the whole break-up thing ended as well as it could have. Layne and I had a really good discussion last night. Things ended on an overall positive note, though there will no doubt be a lenghty adjustment period. I still care about her/love her very much, and ( Read more... )

Ehhh... yeah. Sorry about that. So shit's not going so well (obviously.) That's why I'm posting fucking... twice a day? Jesus. But I need some outlet, and LJ seems as good a one as any. I apologize for all the doom 'n' gloom, you know that's not really my style. It is tough to help it, though. A wise man once told me, "Hard work good, and hard work ( Read more... )

What tipsy-topsy, confusing, and utterly fucking miserable few days it's been. I'll spare you the specifics, but let's just go ahead and say a lot of shit is going down. Cool, calculating logic and raging, pissed-off emotion are having a no-holds-barred, fight to the finish in the pit of my stomach. As a consequence, finishing a meal (or even half ( Read more... )

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Into the heart of darkness! Into the black of night! Thanks, ManOwaR, at least you know what's up. Everyone else, however... feh. The ole college slump seems to be hitting a bit early this year. Not academically or anything, fuck no. I seem to be raping my classes fairly well this semester. Just need to find a creative outlet, or some such bullshit ( Read more... )

Call for vengeance, raise your steel! I'm raising my steel, thanks to my classes so far. That actually wasn't meant to be sarcastic, believe it or not. My ethnography class is taught by the same gay, black dude that taught my anthropology class. This means my ethnography class will never be boring. Next, my 2D design class. I already took this ( Read more... )

You heard right: back at KSC. I wasn't totally ready to make the move back, but ya know what? Regardless of how ill-prepared I was, I know KSC isn't ready for ME. I'm rooming with The Danimal this semester. We've got a double in Owl's Nest 7. It's not the greatest room ever, but it's miles ahead of what Tomo and I had last year. Our room this year ( Read more... )