Please please please please please please please, or I will cry inside for the rest of my life and my heart will surely drown...

Do you recall the fall with me, the fall we took our time to see ( Read more... )

So incredibly tired of being uncomfortable whatever I do. My hands are starting to tremble from just concentrating on making myself less visible. And all the interpretations, all the time trying to understand why xxxx

High explosives. Lies. All that you sell - all the time. You put it in our face and show us the emotional porn, and you expect us to react. And we do. Because we cannot not react. You make us. You make us these pathetic criminals of small thought who cry for foreign countries of reasons that those suffering would laugh at. What, why did this happen ( Read more... )

Speed to full and straight ahead, a steady course for nowhere set. The pods draw spirals through the clouds. The rosy sky retracts from around these piercing wounds where we've escaped the atmosphere to search anew for a meaning - a meaning which we would have exhausted if we ever gave up on that quest. We will swim up, up and away. Salty kisses is ( Read more... )

Little dots on the textured wall is all the headlights leave behind. And if you stepped into that cone, you would not leave much behind either. Fragmented personalities somehow seem to dissipate into the vortexes we leave behind us, drawing nearer into an imaginary triangle this gloomy darkness that knows no escape.

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and with the first rays of ( Read more... )

I have no view of the city lights from here. There is no friend to gently hold me and say it will be alright, even she has lost faith. The snow is not caressing the windows or ground - there is no snow. I am too far towards the ground, and no one believes anymore. I am intoxicated beyond normality. My stomach is bleeding again. My knee is hurting ( Read more... )

She had put on fake clothes for the occasion - it was so obvious. Her magic words would entertain no longer. We stood still.

(And it all blends in)You're such a shell to take the loudness in me ( Read more... )

I've a knack for damaging myself it seems, and tuesday was the epitome of just one of those days where everything goes wrong ( Read more... )