I am off to the beach! To play in the sand and sun! For one day...And then I go home. lol But its been like 90 degrees around here at it will be eighty or so at the beach! I has not been that warm on the beach when I have been there in a long long long time! But yes...That is one of the things I missed the most while I was gone in Kansas was the ( Read more... )

You know Kansas really did a number on my hair. It like fried it, made it all weird and weak and odd feeling...Where as before I left my hair was like uber healthy. Like pantine proV commercial healthy. I was worried that it would never go back to how it was...But I got here and after a bit of a search I have found the best shampoo. Its aussie, its ( Read more... )

I had some of the most twisted dreams last night! o_O;;; It was so weird. Like okay, the first one I remember...I was in kansas again, in the apartments there and I was over at this mexicans woman house with her family who Yvonne and I helped out durring the fire and later befriended. Well it was christmas time, and they didn't have much of ( Read more... )

So I am going to avoid any talk of the past happenings before mother day because I want to avoid discouraging my self or depressing my self any more then I have to...So. We shall start on Mothers day ( Read more... )

"There is something different about you...I just can't put my finger on it yet ( Read more... )

You know, I absolutely hate updateing when I am in a less the good mood...Because it forces me to look at it, face it...Deal with it. Rather then to let it go and ignore it, which is my prefered method in my situation. It bothers me to do that. It also bothers me to come off as perpetually depressed or something...Or like I am whineing. I'm neither ( Read more... )

I give up.

Moms cat got ran over.

I am the only one strong enough to handle it.

I hate not being able to cry for the benefit of other people.

Why can't I be weak for once?

~Jess

God damn I have never had this many problems with a computer in my life. NEVER BUY DELL!!! They suck! Built to break so you have to buy another one! Arrg! Annoying ( Read more... )

Endless cycle. Been fighting with my mom today...Wonderful. Its been great...Really. I just love it.I can't talk to her about anything. She is so fucking stupid I may as well be talking to the wall. She just...Ack. I don't want to go into it. But that is how the night has been spent. Lovely ( Read more... )

Being an adult sucks...No fun. No easter eggs, no candy...No baskets. Bleh. I am never spending another Easter like this. Next year I am going to go help out with some event fot kids or something. If I don't already have kids around...That'd be nice to have midgets around. I love hideing Easter eggs. ^-^ Kids are fun ( Read more... )