I missed two updates...Really it just completely slipped my mind. I hadn't even realized I did it until Master brought it up...Needless to say when I did realize it I felt...Horrible. I had just not a day before done something that gave Master cause to punish me for the first time...And then I turned around and screwed up again... Not only was I ( Read more... )

For the very first time I gave cause for my Master to punish me...It wasn't pleasant. It wasn't fun. It wasn't exciting or otherwise comfortable. It hurt, I was ashamed, and deeply saddened that I had done something to deserve punishment at all. Despite that...It wasn't a life stopping event. It didn't scar me. I didn't cry or sob...Just trembled a ( Read more... )

O_O YES!!!! \m/ >.< \m/ THAT IS SO COOl! ::happy dance!:: Okay okay okay! So last night I was in the middle of updateing when the power flipped off. Circuit overloaded and I am to stupid to figure out which thing to flip to get it working. So I was all annoyed at my self and thinking that I would have to start all over again here and try to ( Read more... )

So my mom accused me of being antisocial. To which I responded.

"I am not Antisocial, I am antistupid! Get it right!"

Says I, the cat.

>^-^<

::Scampers::

A late update, because I like passed out last night before I got the chance to. But I do have a rather lot to share today. First I'll start not with yesterday, but Friday night ( Read more... )

I am ashamed to admit that I've been neglecting updating this thing. Though my Master told me that I should get to a point where I am updating everyday, I did the very opposite and completely neglected it. My reasons are rather irrelevant, and don't hold a candle to the neglect. Ashamed though I am my Master has chosen not to punish or scold me for ( Read more... )

Well this morning I woke up, did all the morning ritual stuff. Brushed my hair out, washed my face, brushed my teeth...And then I went into the kitchen, poured a glass of yummy orange juice for my self, and poped a multiV in my mouth. Yummy. So then I plopped down here, with VH1 playing some 80's shit, and started chit-chatten...And then...Out of ( Read more... )

You know...This may sound strange. But in sandwich cookies, I hate the filling...Hate it. I mean, I scrape the crap off and eat the cookie. o.O Its like...Too sweet. It makes me sick. So my question is, >.< WHY CAN'T THEY JUST SELL THE COOKIE!? Same thing with like icecream sandwiches. I love the cookie part!! LOVE! The icecream? Meh, not so much ( Read more... )

Well, after all that worry, Buddha came out perfectly fine. Though with a rather large and nasty looking cut in his abdomen... :;shudder:: Bleck! Otherwise he is fine. We paid for pain meds, and apparently it was a shot that is supposed to last five days. That's a good thing. Though I can't tell if its working or not. He only seems to be in mild ( Read more... )

My Master wanted me to record my private thoughts. He wants me to pour my soul out onto this screen...That blinking little texty thingy...He said I could keep them private...But to be honest. I don't care. If others see into my mind and soul, fine with me. I've nothing to hide. But the question is....What am I thinking? What am I feeling ( Read more... )