Comments | contepatiro: tus ojos son mi bendicion

contepatiro

tus ojos son mi bendicion

Nov 20, 2003 20:18

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anonymous November 21 2003, 09:04:39 UTC

okay since i am too stupid & i forgot to put anonymous on that...i trust that what i deleted will be between you and i.

sorry for being dumb =\

contepatiro November 22 2003, 21:45:43 UTC

promise. between us. :)

anonymous November 21 2003, 16:46:11 UTC

I have a fear of being nothing to everyone,I dont know what i want and I feel as though Im dying everyday, but Im not doing anything to try and live.

anonymous November 21 2003, 20:28:55 UTC

i'm scared of people hurting me so i never let them get close enough for it to happen. then i sit and wonder why no one really knows me.

anonymous November 22 2003, 21:47:20 UTC

I made up a chunk of my past because I needed to feel important. Now I'm stuck in a sea of lies that I wish I could really make true. :[

no better love than that from a best friend anonymous November 24 2003, 00:53:13 UTC

Hey there! To the individual who is in love with their best friend of the same sex...same exact damn thing happened to me. She was my best friend from freshman year in college, and things got to the point where I couldn't tell the difference between loving her and being in love with her. When I finally realized I was in love with her, I came clean with my feelings just to get it off my chest (I too thought she was 100% straight). Well, this opened a can of worms. We got involved. Things were great. We had so much chemistry. But things were hell. She couldn't handle the fact I'm a girl (like, duh). Anyway, we were together for a year and a half (off and on). Unfortunately, she's not as strong as me and she couldn't take the pressure of being in a same sex relationship. I lost the only love I've ever known. I lost the best damn friend I've ever had. It's been 11 months now since she moved out and cut me out of her life. I still hurt. I'm still trying to get over the pain of having my greatest security and source of ( ... )

Re: no better love than that from a best friend anonymous November 24 2003, 08:33:11 UTC

Same thing happened to me, except I dated someone of the opposite sex. But all that frustration and stuff, I completely understand. Falling in love with a best friend is hard, coming clean about feelings is even harder, and losing them, well, that was the hardest thing in the world. I really started to question relationships after that. I'm so cautious now when I'm around other guys. Its very hard to move on and start new without thinking you're going to get hurt. If your best friend hurts you, its very easy for everyone else to do it too.

You're hurt and upset, but NEVER once did I regret what happened. Very wierd huh?