So...Ryan wants to go out with me..he was going to ask me out until i told him a few days ago..Jay wants me to wait for him...i still dont know about that yet...i mean i honestly know...he loves me, its not that im worried about..its how long and weather i Really am meant for him..i mean i am inlove with him and no one else..but im wondering if its ( Read more... )

argh i feel like shit...

I took sat's this morning, when i got home last nite..well this morning accually..round 1!!! then i got up to take the test at 6!!! Fucking christ...

i feel so stressed and pissy..man im so glad im working, working makes me feel less stressed and SOOO much better!!!

Wow, i feel so great. Im at school Yeah that part sucks..but i feel like being here is gonna et me through alot of hardship in life..DAmn college oh well ill like it i hope. But its not why im happy. I am happy because i feel like for Once when i Really mean something someones listening...and i said it because i care...and i think that person is ( Read more... )

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I am in a crazy postion. Well i am with a Sweet and Loveing guy named Kieth. Hes great...but in all honesty. I am talking to Jay again..and i tryed so hard to forget him when he was gone..But, when u cry every damn nite because u dont hear his voice before u sleep, when u dont hear his "i love you"...it kills me, i couldnt just turn him away when ( Read more... )

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