i never know what to say to you. mostly, i have been so distracted lately. constantly. i never get a break. never. granted, i am sitting at a computer as i have been for about an hour but my brain has been having trouble focusing in on things that i care about so dearly. after work every night, i sit in a small coffeeshop. everyone is really kind and seemingly down-to-earth. i say seemingly because it is the kind of place where people who wear earthy colors and have piercings and long, long hair sit and drink their pretentious coffee. i resent these people. usually, i am wearing my work uniform and look as though i just took a long hike. my cheeks are usually red anyway. i am rambling.
i never feel calm. even laying down. even sleeping. i am always rushing.
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i never feel calm.
even laying down.
even sleeping.
i am always rushing.
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thank you.
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thank you.
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flitting comfortably, hither, thither
a hue of translucence in its wake.
and the pause is never "but",
but an annexure of "ands"
and more
naturally
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they support the original idea instead of going against it
unnaturally
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but i also changed so much. i'd forgotten that i'd ever wanted such a thing.
j'imagine que sans m'en rendre compte j'ai réalisé beaucoup plus de rêves que je ne le pensais...
t'es ma grosse pastèque.
aussi, je t'inquiète pas trop si tu le fais:
c'est effrayant comment je peux être joyeuse des fois.
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