how the fuck did i get so lucky this year?

so i really don't like seeing a depressing update as the last one. sorry for that. i guess i just feel like livejournal's for venting ( Read more... )

i hate being tired.
i hate classes.
i hate when my face hurts.
i hate feeling ugly.
i hate having these feelings for you.
i hate not being good enough.
i hate worrying.
i hate loving it here so much that even when the negatives weight out the positives i don't even want to leave.

so i've found that there are things in life that i just shouldn't do, and comedy is not one of them.

and awful days, make for GREAT nights.
but is it still bad if im grossed out by two of my best friends?

i want that so badly.
im not jealous, swear.
im actually really happy.
but seriously.

i now have something remotley considered a single.
my rooms this weird connected two rooms. a double connected to a single.
so i moved one bed into the single part and moved everything else into the double.
my midyears will be pleased, and so will i.

this weekend has been really nice ( Read more... )

so for our student directed show's we're doing women of wallace and this is a test ( Read more... )

today's a day where i'm so grateful for having walnut hill.
not even just for the training, but for the amazing community and staff.
just really lucky.

on another note, i could do without parents.

saw dreamgirls tonight.
amazing. cried.
jennifer hudson's a goddess.

yeah well you know sometimes i just get sick of people i think are my group of friends. whatever. um i'm happy to be home? yeah. everyones in school and it's nice not to be but i sit around doing nothing all day and that's not something i like to do.

things to look forward to though. that's nice.

this girls perfect: