i want to fix me and holly some alphabet soup and have us go crawl in bed together in our pj's and socks.and we would eat out of the same bowl,sharing some "yellow" soda and watching something on tv that we aren't paying much attention to.so that term watching something on tv was used very loosely,but i didn't mention it.i'm sorry.anyway,yeah.some ( Read more... )

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soooooooooo i have no journaled in quite some time!wait!stephanie!you are a LIAR!you journaled last night!how quickly you do forget you foolish GIRL!anyway ( Read more... )

i just finished listening to the hot rock album all the way through once.i must go return for a second time.

the world is just bad karma and irony.and i hate both.

i want to be with her right this minute.i hope she is okay.i am worried.i'm not supposed to be worried.no more worrying ( Read more... )

wow.i went from really angry to really sad all in the matter of like two minutes.geez.she told me not to worry so i am trying not to but i can't help it.now i need to go listen to the hot rock and yeah.i need to listen to the hot rock album.i hope july doesn't look bad now.gosh.why do things have to make it so much harder than it is in theory?i ( Read more... )

i will take that back.he isn't a cock.forgive me.
MY BROTHER IS A FUCKING LOSER ASS COCK

i am FUMING with so much anger right now.i have been angry for over two and a half hours now.a CONSTANT EATING AT ME anger that i CANNOT get rid of.and do you know the source of this?my brother phil.yes.my brother phil is the cause of such CONTINUING anger.so thus...
MY BROTHER IS A COCK.

happy seven month anniversary to holly and me!

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during my conversation with holly tonight i was reminded exactly why i know she is so right for me ( Read more... )