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[contrivedart]

I have no one to vent to except myself. I adfn--And how the hell am I supposed to vent to myself? I don't knakdfsa-- KJna-- n-- know how, fuck.

Fuck.

I can't help but assume
it's beyond comprehension because I'm incapable of seeing what's half the width of America away. adsifh

Comments

[_bulluttraunt]

I may not understand a whole lot of things that you say and try to explain but I'm definatly here to listen and to try understand. As much as I didn't want to talk, just letting you know that you can vent whatever you need, if you feel you can to me.
You get the point.

Stay off the DXM. Stay off of everything.

Understand

[anonymous]

I was the one that told you were full of shit when you wrote about going to all those places writing. I see your still fucken full of shit. and it's not important who I am. just about anyone who reads your bullshit will tell you the same.

Re: Understand

[contrivedart]

Uhm...

A: This wasn't an entry about me not moving to Seattle. I'm still moving to Seattle with Meagan, as I talked things over with her.

Hmm, I had more points. What's with this aggression? I'm sure you have a problem with me due to some past interaction, but you don't need to bring that here.

If this kind of stuff continues, I'm just going to delete these kinds of comments. If you don't want to seriously discuss why I'm "full of shit", then there's no use in me replying to these kinds of comments.

Re: Understand

[anonymous]

I was aggressive but you still don't get it, you have talent in your writing and appeared intelligent until you wrote that you dropped out of school and moving to Seattle and other places to write. But it appears that Meagan is brushing you off. That's why I said you were a dreamer or just full of shit. I changed my mind, I think you need counseling.

Re: Understand

[contrivedart]

It would appear such, but from what perspective? An outsider's reading only what a stressed-out person's writing?

Since you pretend to have a vast grasp on psychological matters, you'd also realize that stressed-out individuals are irrational and often blow things way out of proportion. Now, things are perfect and understood, but I have no need to "unload" those things onto this journal.

I'm glad you've gotten over this "aggression" thing, but I still have very little respect for those that feel the need to keep their negative opinions private and impersonal. I'm still going to delete most of these comments instead of replying from now on. I don't see what you're afraid of, to be honest, regardless if, "It's not important who I am."

[mabusc22]

If it's not worth doing for yourself, it's not worth doing.

I asked you to quit for a week, just so you could see for yourself how you would react. I was curious to see how you would react, too...

But in the end, it's YOUR decision to do something or not. Don't let people take away your free will. Just let them help you make the right decisions. That's all I'm trying to do. Help you see all the elements in the equation.