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Well i have figured out finally, why i have been depressed. i knew it was about boys but now i can finally pinopoint my feelings.
it started majorly on friday when i was expecting martin to take me to rhian's house
Emeralds9: haha well like he was supposed ot help me out by taking me home on friday. and i would of been stranded if it wasn't for ellie but i was dropping my car off at a friends house so he could do some engine work on it. but i tried to call martin. phone was off. and then we were at teh hookah bar and i knew of a party. and martin was supposed to call me if he knew of a party
Emeralds9: and since he didn't call, i thought he didn't find one. so i was gonna be a nice friend and let him know where one was....he ignores my call. it probably means nothing. but i think the reason why i am so sad is because all i want is to be friends with people and Patrick really hurt my feelings. and now when anyone doesn somthing similar to what patrick has done to me. i get really depressed.
there we go. thnx alot patrick. and what ticks me off is that i can't even get mad at him because he has no idea what he has done. and it would be stupid of me to actually try and explain it to him. because it's like he doesn't understand anything but his sexual urges.
fin