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[cookie84]

I feel like I have lost myself... I don't know where the old me is... I am always thinking about things I shouldn't be thinking about... I obsess over conversations that will never happen, making sure if it ever did happen I know exactly how it would go... I feel the deep need to be loved by someone unconditionally for no reason at all, except that

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[niff_litt]

I do the same thing ... wishing something would happen and being prepared just in case - while knowing all the better it will never happen. It sucks. And I've always said, if you don't like who you are then change. Some people say "Oh no no, you shouldn't change who you are"... well, obviously if you're unhappy, you should fix it!