it all just came together:

the key is to change my behavior!

winter: over it

boring

bored

orange crush

perma-anxious

anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious anxioussssssssssss

lonely

i am sad that when i get back to new york that alexi won't be there anymore.

ah i love having my computer back but i like the fact that it is a BLANK SLATE even more :)

also, the only music i have on it right now is FLEETWOOD MAC and the MISFITS.