i suddenly found a purpose for my life again. seconds after i posted i got a phone call asking for me to help tutor a person. i feel needed again. maybe that's what i need as well. i need to feel needed. i feel good now. i'm even going to try and tackle my physics before bed. that's bravery :)

I'm so excited. I wish I had time to post more often. I always loved writing about how I feel ( Read more... )

tired, so tired. too much calc and physics to do. plus i can't run, plus FCA, plus track. = disaster. i need me time. no wonder kids in Japan kill themselves. i couldn't do this 24/7. i don't even have enough energy to argue in sociology. although the commercial he showed made me nearly cry and hyperventilate it scared me so bad ( Read more... )

so, i've been working on my graduation slide show. getting pictures and such. i need to scan some tomorrow ( Read more... )

oh yeah!! this feels so nice to be writing my feelings out again. i'm so excited. but where to begin ( Read more... )

so... i was all excited today cause i was going to have a card party for some of the xc track girls, but no one was really available so i just cancelled it. i feel extremely lonely and sad currently. but it will pass. i'm not too concerned. wow that was a lie. so yeah, bored, depressed ( Read more... )

Find Your Wings ( Read more... )

it's me and mary jane!!! yay!! we're going down to the state track meet tomorrow!!! hehe... i'm skipping school!!! yeah!!! and i might get to be a worker person and i'd be able to run around on the infield and hold blocks and such. and i'd get a cool tshirt!!! i really hope coachler can get us in!!! acckkk!! i have to go study for my final tomorrow ( Read more... )

hmm... i should head to bed again. going to early mass... of course. the evan and i are making breakfast. then i need to take jenn fall her birthday gift. I'm so excited and so very sad. then we're going to mattoon to my aunt's house for dinner. i hope my cousins are there!!! :) i'm bringing my pictures with!!! and i do have some better ones of my ( Read more... )

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