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[cookiemonster9_]

So yeah, a year ago today that my grandad died and I cant help thinking about how much has changed. I know hes not coming back but if he did what would he think? I dont live at home anymore, dont have the same job, same friends, same phone ( i know this is petty but just work with me on this). Everyone keeps telling me that hes looking down on me

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[jaded_dusk]

Aww Kirstie *hugs* try not to think like that. I'm sure your grandad wouldn't feel like you've replaced him at all. And thinking about the times you were annoyed with him is just going to make you feel upset - i bet he's not thinking about that now. Hes at peace, without pain and hes probably proud that you're moving on with your life and that youre doing well

[charlotte_22]

you didn't give up on him, at the time it was only natural to think those things, at the end of the day it would be bad for him to be around and in pain, than being somewhere else happy. You should never remember the times you were mad, sad or generally negative towards your grandad, because im sure he doesnt dwell on those moments, and neither should you. Cherish the time you had with him. and remember nobody can ever replace you're grandad ever, and moving on does not mean you don't care, it means you were happy with the times you had, and nobody could replace that even if they tried.

hope that makes sense and feel better :)

xxxxx

[cookiemonster9_]

Aww thanks guys, just think its gonna take time to deal with but cant believe its been a year already