It's time...

[cool_big_dude]

Well, it's spring break... I made it home safe and all is... okay. I still feel choked/stifled as usual, but it isn't too bad this time. I just hate that feeling though. It seems like it hits every time I go home. I don't get it, but whatever

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[seeimsmiling_]

Why in the WORLD would you want to be a "rebound boyfriend"?

I have no idea...

[cool_big_dude]

I really don't know why I'd want to be a rebound boyfriend, but the thing about it is that I don't know how to start a relationship. It would then seem that one of the better things to do would be to be there for a girl when she needed you after a significant break-up. I know what needs to go on within a relationship, I know what has to happen to make it work, I just can't start it. I'm too scared or something, I guess. I don't know, I just can't figure out how to start them. I try, but it just doesn't work. Whatever... I kinda freak out when I'm around girls I like, probably because I don't want to step on toes or screw something up. I guess I'd rather take precautions and hold back than be care free and unrestrained. I don't know why I do it, I just do... So yeah, with the "rebound boyfriend", I'm just trying to give myself as many options as possible because no one seems to want to be my real girlfriend...

Re: I have no idea...

[seeimsmiling_]

The whole idea of a rebound is that it is someone to help you get over the last someone. They generally dont last, and franky, asking to be a rebound is setting yourself up for disaster.