♥ dream 1 ♥
[ooc: Public because she didn't bother filtering her shit, and also because she doesn't even know how to in the first place.]
She was a child again, her physique looked delicate and worryingly thin. There she stood in the dark and frightening wide hallway, and beside the illuminating glass door. The light small sounds of metal chopsticks hitting the porcelain dinnerware made her a little sad. She thought about how she once ate with them, and how happy they all seemed when they were together. She wished everything would go back to the way it was. She wished her parents would love her. She wished that she didn't mess up... That she was born a normal child.
Her clammy bone-thin hand quivered as she placed it onto the wall. It felt cold. She glanced at it and her pale face lost all of its color upon realizing that she had messed up again. 'O-Oh no,' she gasped softly as she immediately pulled her hand away. She left a mark on something. She tainted it with her touch. 'No! Please get off. Please get off.' she thought, as she tried to brush off her hand print with the hem of her skirt. 'Don't let mommy and daddy see! I don't want to get punished again!'
To her utter dismay, it seemed to have 'tainted' and dirtied the object, a picture frame, even more. She felt tears well up in her eyes. A sob escaped her lips. She covered her mouth and looked around nervously. The clattering noises stopped.
"God damn it," said a deep irritated voice from behind the glass door. "What did that wretched girl do this time?"
She heard a chair scrape violently against the floor and a pair of chopsticks slamming down against the table from inside. She turned away to run quietly, but as soon as she turned, she felt the collar of her top jerk back. She let out a chocked out cry.
"How dare you interrupt our dinner, you waste of space." She felt her small body rattle as she was being kicked. She was shoved onto the floor.
She struggled to get up. "I-I... I'm..."
"You're what? Our daughter? Don't bother reminding us. I'd rather forget you than know of your stupid existence." her mother said as she pressed her foot down hard against her. "You have no idea how much trouble I have to go through just because of you," she sneered, lifting her foot off of her and walking away. "... Don't bother us again you stupid piece of trash..."
Rin wakes up rather calmly, and pulls herself up into a sitting position. She silently looks on ahead with unfocused eyes.
She was a child again, her physique looked delicate and worryingly thin. There she stood in the dark and frightening wide hallway, and beside the illuminating glass door. The light small sounds of metal chopsticks hitting the porcelain dinnerware made her a little sad. She thought about how she once ate with them, and how happy they all seemed when they were together. She wished everything would go back to the way it was. She wished her parents would love her. She wished that she didn't mess up... That she was born a normal child.
Her clammy bone-thin hand quivered as she placed it onto the wall. It felt cold. She glanced at it and her pale face lost all of its color upon realizing that she had messed up again. 'O-Oh no,' she gasped softly as she immediately pulled her hand away. She left a mark on something. She tainted it with her touch. 'No! Please get off. Please get off.' she thought, as she tried to brush off her hand print with the hem of her skirt. 'Don't let mommy and daddy see! I don't want to get punished again!'
To her utter dismay, it seemed to have 'tainted' and dirtied the object, a picture frame, even more. She felt tears well up in her eyes. A sob escaped her lips. She covered her mouth and looked around nervously. The clattering noises stopped.
"God damn it," said a deep irritated voice from behind the glass door. "What did that wretched girl do this time?"
She heard a chair scrape violently against the floor and a pair of chopsticks slamming down against the table from inside. She turned away to run quietly, but as soon as she turned, she felt the collar of her top jerk back. She let out a chocked out cry.
"How dare you interrupt our dinner, you waste of space." She felt her small body rattle as she was being kicked. She was shoved onto the floor.
She struggled to get up. "I-I... I'm..."
"You're what? Our daughter? Don't bother reminding us. I'd rather forget you than know of your stupid existence." her mother said as she pressed her foot down hard against her. "You have no idea how much trouble I have to go through just because of you," she sneered, lifting her foot off of her and walking away. "... Don't bother us again you stupid piece of trash..."
Rin wakes up rather calmly, and pulls herself up into a sitting position. She silently looks on ahead with unfocused eyes.