New Rooms...
It's been so freaking long since i bothered to hide anything I say, but I have to get this out. I don't know any other way, and I really don't wanna bother Syuu crying my eyes out. The change was gonna come anyway, I knew it, so I could prepare a little. Maybe now he can rest in peace, not worrying about me if I come home with cuts and scratches. And I gotta start thinking my sexlife is my business. Being too open with just one person puts way too much pressure on their shoulders, plus, in a way, isn't this the best plan to make Syuu stop worrying? Because I always tell him everything. Being quiet means there's nothing to tell. I wonder if I can do it. I've never kept things from Syuu....
Either way the whole rooming assignment is a bad idea. Me with KITE! WTF? I dunno what to do. Should I go ask if they can change me into another room? But they'd probably ask why. And Kite would ask why. Fuck... I can even look at him straight in the eyes and tell him I don't wanna room with him, cause I do! I really really do do do DO! But the problem is that... I sleepwalked before Kite got back. I had one of the weirdest, most perverted dreams I've ever had, trying to steal his underpants >_> And what if he's in THE SAME ROOM? I don't even have to PICK A LOCK in my sleep! I could just crawl on him and he'd KILL ME! Danger aside, I can't do that to him! Maybe i should just warn him that I sleepwalk. Yup! I'll tell him I get cold easily and gravitate to the closest warm body for warmth when I'm asleep and my guard's down. WOULD HE BELIEVE ME?! Gosh, please let them suddenly draw the rooming assignments again. There has to be some mistake here!
And what if I try molesting him in my sleep? Like that time when I took the happy pill but WORSE. Forgive me mom, your son lived a short stupid life wanting his newly found brother's boyfriend. WHY IS SKUNK ANANSIE'S SECRETLY PLAYING IN MY HEAD AT A TIME LIKE THIS?! THIS IS NOT A JOKE! I CAN'T ROOM WITH KITE EISHIROU! Please, any entity who's listening, save my sorry ass this time! I'll sell my soul to the first grabber! I'll sign the treaty with blood!
Okay, it's all out. Now can I go back to sleep?
Either way the whole rooming assignment is a bad idea. Me with KITE! WTF? I dunno what to do. Should I go ask if they can change me into another room? But they'd probably ask why. And Kite would ask why. Fuck... I can even look at him straight in the eyes and tell him I don't wanna room with him, cause I do! I really really do do do DO! But the problem is that... I sleepwalked before Kite got back. I had one of the weirdest, most perverted dreams I've ever had, trying to steal his underpants >_> And what if he's in THE SAME ROOM? I don't even have to PICK A LOCK in my sleep! I could just crawl on him and he'd KILL ME! Danger aside, I can't do that to him! Maybe i should just warn him that I sleepwalk. Yup! I'll tell him I get cold easily and gravitate to the closest warm body for warmth when I'm asleep and my guard's down. WOULD HE BELIEVE ME?! Gosh, please let them suddenly draw the rooming assignments again. There has to be some mistake here!
And what if I try molesting him in my sleep? Like that time when I took the happy pill but WORSE. Forgive me mom, your son lived a short stupid life wanting his newly found brother's boyfriend. WHY IS SKUNK ANANSIE'S SECRETLY PLAYING IN MY HEAD AT A TIME LIKE THIS?! THIS IS NOT A JOKE! I CAN'T ROOM WITH KITE EISHIROU! Please, any entity who's listening, save my sorry ass this time! I'll sell my soul to the first grabber! I'll sign the treaty with blood!
Okay, it's all out. Now can I go back to sleep?