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Mar 10, 2009 18:22

I hate him. I think my dad is boring but my F A T H E R is the most selfish, insufferable, pretentius god damn asshole I've ever met. But...

He sort of sucked me in from the first moment. By the time I really had a chance to understand what happened, I already knew I'd do whatever he told me to do. I wish I had charisma like that. It took all I had to start thinking on my own. I don't want to see him again. I really don't want to see him again.

I do want to see sensei again. I don't know what came over me, I just lost it. But it felt good. Sensei is probably thinking all adult again. He didn't look at me once today.

I'm hurt.

But I understand.

No, I don't. What's his problem, really? He wanted it, I wanted it, we did it! No harm done! Yet he acts like it's the end of the world. I don't get it.

Kite-kun. Is it possible you could help me with something today?

(ooc: Everything will be explained once we get the logs posted ♥)
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