last sunday, worked for 16 hours for a magic mop commercial. today, my producer told me that i would be paid 100 bucks, and that i could go and collect the check anytime. wow. i'm 100 bucks richer. so happy. one day work = hundred bucks. i didn't even know i would be paid in the first place ( Read more... )

i feel so fucking depressed. stupid IS.

i don't have the drive/energy/passion to do anything. i just want to sleep and rot and dream of everything that's nice.

fuckfuckfuck. there's so many things for me to worry. why?

i really hope that this is just fucking PMS.

aiyo, fucking sian. how come work never seem to end one.

*screams*

in 2006, i want to:

sleep more
try to relax more
don't be so worried or stressed
don't be greedy and take up any project or lobang that comes my way
give my very best for my specialist project, with the goal of producing the best specialist ever
attend a chocolate buffet for once
be happy

and i wish my family and friends a wonderful 2006. =)

was invited to lin's house for christmas. her house is huge. really huge. i think my own flat (x3) can fit in nicely in her house's first level, not including the driveway, the swimming pool, and the backyard. there were even waiters and waitresses walking around who'll clear the plates for you. there's also a bar with bartenders. and there's the ( Read more... )

watched king kong. cried a lot. maybe because i knew right from the start that he's going to die ( Read more... )

aiya, i don't want to do shooting schedule. =(

skipping class is just not worth it. you get to sleep for a couple more hours, but you'll only spend the rest of the day worrying about what you've missed and how you can (im)possibly catch up ( Read more... )

i have a very very very very bad habit of leaving things lying all over the place. for example, sometimes, just before i leave my house and i find my bag too bulky or heavy, i'll just take out some things and leave it on the nearest place beside me. then after a some days, a few of weeks, or a couple of months later, when i try to find them back, i ( Read more... )

1. non-fic proposal pitching (thursday, 8 am ( Read more... )