It's Been A Good Ride
SO a few days ago I got some news that most of you will find disturbing...Most of you don't understand the severity of the cancer and how it affects the body. When my Ewing Sarcoma came back about a month ago. It came back much stronger than it did the first time around. At first I tried to brush it off like I would be okay but then realized that
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we've never met
never spoken
never even chatted on line
we exchanged comments on here
read posts but that's it
but we have shared the experience of crap medical outcomes and diagnoses
i'm sorry that for u it's got crapper
but know that you have touched so many people
hey your experience got me back to the doctors to get my checkups
and yeah i'm having one this week...
reading your posts has definitely had a positive effect on my life, before reading them i was being very laid back about having my check up...
thanx steve i will be forever grateful...
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You’re Not Alone
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How dare I say that I thought you were my last hope at a time like this, but to me you were. It was hard for me realizing that what I wanted and you wanted were different. For whatever it is worth, I would have done most anything to be with you but it seems that chance however slim it could have been............
Maybe it will come off as strange, but when I came to visit you you said I treated you like you were flawless and perfect and you didn't like it. I only acted that way because I was really that F'ing happy around you and I have NEVER felt that way before.
This is unbearable but what can I do...I understand my position in your life and I accept it but I want you to know....
I am crying now and the will be several more times that I will...
I will not forget you my handsome friend, you will be a standard by which they will all have to live up to.
You are amazing and yeah Steven I love you
Shawn from Florida
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I am so happy to see that you responded to me!!! Closure is what I needed too. I did not sleep last night hardly at all and I was close to breaking down all day. When I was talking to my best friend about you she cried with me because I the pain I feel for you.
HOW DARE YOU BREAK MY HEART TWICE! Don't you know that's against the rules!!!!!!!!!!
I don't think it will ever be enough with just words to tell you what you meant to me. I know I did not know you a very long time but there is nothing on this earth that will ever take you away from me.
I hope you get this and I hope even more that there may be one last chance to talk to the man that made me believe that I could find someone.
You are my hope Steven Mackin!
So even if you don't get this, you will always be with me.
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for sticking magnets on your back ya know :P
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LOVE YOU HUGS
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