I forgot what it’s like to be creative.
I just wrote my first story in 10 years.
I have sketching pencils I haven’t used in 4 years.
I'm not untalented, just unmotivated.
Getting into a rut is so easy when you think all you have in life is work. I’m good at that too.
Being creative is much more fun. I could learn to like this.

I've kind of been re-discovering myself for the last few days. It's funny how you think you really have your act together after years of therapy and it dissolves like salt poured on wet pavement. One minute it's there and the next it's not ( Read more... )

I don't know when it happens to us...one day you look around and you realize all you do is worry about surviving, not just for yourself but for your family and everyone else around you who you care about. Maybe it's getting older, who knows. I'm finding it's not as much fun as it use to be. I don't know when it happened, who's fault it was or what ( Read more... )

My journal is called "Scooter Vision" for a reason. It's really a belt level view of whats going on around me. You see boys and girls...I drive a lot better than I walk. (Except for the old lady I backed into, literally, who was not in a car at the time, who might just raise an objection ( Read more... )

My partner Gracie set this live journal up for me with some skepticism on my part that I would never "use" the journal entry part. But now...why the hell not ( Read more... )

I'm so confused on how this works...hopefully it will get better!