I miss you! I hope you're doing ok and everything will get better don't fret :) You just have to look at the postive of everything and remember the good memories you had ^-^
Secondly: You do not want to be your Kommisser's Sara. You do not want to be the whiny, fucked-up stalkerette pining after him, bringing out the worst in both herself and her "dear" one; allowing her own ego dream to throw off the dynamics of her entire life and her workplace. You do not want to be that person. His Catherine, his Lady H, his bloody CONRAD, sure, but NOT his Sara.
To make you feel better, I only say I want to be his Sara is because of the age issue. He is 35 years my senior...yes I like older men. I would never turn into Sara in general...plus I do other things to make sure he knows I still like him every now and then.
As for how he and I really are, I am more Lady Heatherish. It could be all the years of rping her but it seems when him I talk. He allows me to care for him, he complains and talks to me about problems and we have interlectuall dicussions. We are very very protectant of ourselves around eachother though there are days I flirt with him and few times on occasion he has with me though very rare...he's rather pick on me instead though.
Great now I am rambling about him *face palm* Its just I hate having such an ifactioation for a man who looks so much like Gil and acts like him too *sighs* and knowing I may possibly never have him
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Hugs n Kittens babe!
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Hugs.
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this is the one I am usually under;
http://www.myspace.com/lady_heather_kessler
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i hope everything gets better
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Secondly: You do not want to be your Kommisser's Sara. You do not want to be the whiny, fucked-up stalkerette pining after him, bringing out the worst in both herself and her "dear" one; allowing her own ego dream to throw off the dynamics of her entire life and her workplace. You do not want to be that person. His Catherine, his Lady H, his bloody CONRAD, sure, but NOT his Sara.
Thirdly: *pets*
Forthly: *hugs*
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*smiles abit* Thank you for the hugs
To make you feel better, I only say I want to be his Sara is because of the age issue. He is 35 years my senior...yes I like older men. I would never turn into Sara in general...plus I do other things to make sure he knows I still like him every now and then.
As for how he and I really are, I am more Lady Heatherish. It could be all the years of rping her but it seems when him I talk. He allows me to care for him, he complains and talks to me about problems and we have interlectuall dicussions. We are very very protectant of ourselves around eachother though there are days I flirt with him and few times on occasion he has with me though very rare...he's rather pick on me instead though.
Great now I am rambling about him *face palm* Its just I hate having such an ifactioation for a man who looks so much like Gil and acts like him too *sighs* and knowing I may possibly never have him
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