Morbid feelings

Oct 26, 2005 21:53

I don't know what to say. I feel like i have all this pressure inside of me and i need to let it out. I hate how i have to take the GOOD with the BAD. But then i think about it and i say well it just shows that the love you have for someone can just overcome you. Do you ever wish you had all the money in the world and use it to make every one happy ( Read more... )

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windgod162 October 26 2005, 21:06:57 UTC
ADRIAN (TEAR)

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muah muah muah whitejew2 October 27 2005, 18:45:05 UTC
Adrian, my love,
I find it sometimes best that when things get all crzy and I don't know what to do, I step back look at everything, as in the whole picture, and try rearranging my priorities. I think you're just going through that time in your sophomore career when your emotions overwhelm you. I like to say everything happens for a reason, if you really don't know what to do and are worried about not seeing people maybe you should make the most with the time you have now. That way, if they do leave at least you made the most of ur time with them and if they don't well then it just brings you closer to them, either way you can't technically lose. but do understand that as you get older you change as well and what seems good and pure at first later on can turn out old and ugly. It's scary to think things happen like that but the world is change, right now we are all just struggling to get into the motion of life. So don't worry adrian, you're not alone. I'm here for you if you ever need to let anything out. I love you very much!Corinne

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Adrian anarchysprey999 October 28 2005, 23:03:19 UTC
I feel that alot of what is going on is my fault. Maybe that how things will work out it wouldn't be the first time. Adrian don't worry. I'll never let anyone hurt you. I won't not while it's in my power. I'm sorry I do want the best for your mother I guess I am just as lost in this as you. I find myself yelling at people sometimes and it's so random I get really afraid sometimes too. Just as your mother!!! You are the best Adrian and you deserve the best don't ever sell yourself short. Do what you feel is right and damn the people that have wronged you and can't see past themselves. I am probally damned for saying this but I'm tired of these games. I am. Adrian don't live your life in these stupid games of possesion. That's all I have to say. Your mother and I love you very much.

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Albe

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+,+,+ copycat96 October 30 2005, 21:31:35 UTC
Took your advice Corinne. I stepped back and cleared everthing away. And no Albe it's not your fault i just had a really bad day. After competition i kinda felt bitter/sweet but i then realized i got a lot goinig for me. I know some people can be pretty messed up but their never going to change. And yeah i guess i kinda added on to this with my own emotions of jelousy and want. I'm better now i got a lot of things off my back. I still got some stuuf to finish. I look up to guys and you both have taught me a lot. And hopefully a lot more. Now i just need masai to teach me a few come backs.

Your pimping son.

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