People never beg to be hurt, they sometimes ask you for it though.

For each crack in my wall I'll make a crack in your head so I can seep in and put myself into your day and your night and your unconscience thoughts. Just like you. You aren't supposed to be able to talk to me still. You're not supposed to show up around here. So you follow my rule book like a ten year old kid who is too young to go against them ( Read more... )

There is enough reason in my life to write a bunch of essays on what I believe in or a bunch of chopped up sentences to justify my behavior. But I never do them or I never complete them. It's taken me a while to actually come back to who I was or decide if I wanted to. I have stopped writing (trying and all together), listening to music, and ( Read more... )

Meet a spotlight stealer. I'll pilfer your moments. I'll take away your momentous occasions. I'll take anything meaningful to you...without knowing really. But I just love spotlights. actually...I really don't, I hate being the center of attention..no...actually I don't care about it. I always just end up stealing your moments ( Read more... )

You're never going to heal ( Read more... )

The whole concept of feeling used and feeling loved has a fine line between them. Actually, there is no line at all. There are many different crests and troughs you can be standing on. But the fact of the matter is that there are some people in life that'll make you feel like a paper napkin one minute and a gold necklace the next. I, for one, am ( Read more... )

Eventually things DO fall into place...even if they take...sayyy.....83747 months.
This is the honest to God truth.

There were a few moments that passed when I was okay with you not being here anymore. As if I accepted the fact that I am no longer blessed with (and by) you and no longer holding on to you. But believing this is even more unacceptable than not holding onto you and not being taken over by you each morning, so unacceptable that I can't even believe ( Read more... )

You are anonymous and that's how you'll remain. A face without features, a lie without a producer, a love without a lover; this is you. This is what you will remain. forever. And ever. and ever after. It's not the end. It never was, and never will be. I've accepted this and now I'm begging for everyone else to (or to atleast understand it ( Read more... )

A first step we all should consider taking for a change is a step forward. Regression definitely rules our lives if we know it or not. Falling back, fall back plans, fall back careers, fall back guys/girls. We've been falling back for longer than anyone can see. Progression has been that far away from us ( Read more... )