i spent last night with jeremy and leah [of course] & andra and kayli and david. got more drunk than i really meant to. someone said that i'm "boring and dumb as shit." & i didn't cry about it and i was kindof proud. but it definitely got to me. & i've been thinking about how i don't even know anymore whether or not i'm depressed cause i'm just ( Read more... )

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i spent the night at jeremys last night. i woke up at eight in the morning and couldn't get back to sleep & kayli was up babysitting so i stayed up til eleven with her. & janet. and talked almost the entire time. i realized that really in the past few months i haven't really talked to anyone but jeremy and leah. it was nice even though im sure it ( Read more... )

i make the worst coffee ever ( Read more... )

today was a bit frightening. it made me realize again why i need so badly to get out of here. & why i'd be very afraid to as well. what if something like that happened again? would she have been okay by herself? fuck. eh ( Read more... )

last night at associate awards while jeremy, leah and kayli were singing "i'm moving on" i started crying. & then really couldn't stop. leah and i went to take kayli home, but first the three of us went to java bay. we got out of the car and there were tears streaming down my face. they asked what was wrong but.. i still don't know exactly what it ( Read more... )

i graduated this last thursday. i'm still sortof surprised. & scared. that's really all.

uh.. anyone should feel free to come kidnap me tonight, just so you know.

what happened to me? i used to function better alone.. well, sortof. i've gotten all dependant & shit.

i gave my speech today. last night i was more than a little intoxicated. so i woke up this morning, read it over once. & went and did it. it went pretty well ( Read more... )

so much is on my mind. i've been ridiculously complicated and contemplative lately.

eh.

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