I shall abstain because if I withdraw myself from the sexual aspect in human relationships, I'll be able to figure out the emotional relevance of the so called bond... If it even exists at all ( Read more... )

Dino came over yesterday to grab his stuff. He told me he knew I could get better.. and my response was that I was already better... "I am better" and I added that it was because if I kept telling myself that I COULD get better the thought would always stay in the future.. Instead I made it a present goal. Ironically I believed it.. I guess it's ( Read more... )

Haven't been on here in a while. For some reason, anytime I hop on here there's usually a reason. Maybe it's to vent or to create some sort of cosmic change in the universe. Either way there's a reason...Well this time around, I've been updating my resume and wanted to see if looking through old entries would trigger my memory. I don't recall much ( Read more... )

I was gonna update this thing as stage 2 of the healing process from having the man you love break your heart. Just so happens, the following lyrics came up

FAITH~

Don’t be afraid to feel this way
Gonna make you understand
It’s not about you, cause I am the fool
Building castles in the sand

If I am crazy, just don’t care
It doesn’t mean I don’t want you ( Read more... )

Alright quick update since class starts in exactly 12 minutes ( Read more... )

Well my luck is turning around somehow! I wish not jinx it so I will just briefly mention that on Friday I will have 2 interviews. The first is with the student program board representative for a public relations position at Oakland University. It'd be great to get that! I would work my ass off at it and make it look great on my resume. There's a ( Read more... )

Thomas called me... I have no funds to pay 9.99$ for a call but as I listened to the automated voice, there was a slot in which he was to say his name. Instead, he said: Baby, I love you. Happy 11 month anniversary ( Read more... )

Lj has turned 10? Wow! So young !! You still look like you're five ( Read more... )

I'm almost done with finals.
I feel chubbs! NEED to workout! :Must study for COM 305, ECON 202 ( Read more... )

So I really want to do something with my hair again. It's been enduring so much torture though that I feel the need to wait until the sun comes out and it's warmer! Since I haven't updated in 31 flippin weeks, I guess and update is in dire order. None of it is going to be too pretty.

I was thinking today that I am actually rather lucky. Lucky to be ( Read more... )